This One Is A KILLER.

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Video Blogging Part I

Sexxy Baybee Tv INTRO!

My Little Lightening Bug --

Wandering through life amazed in everything out of the norm.
I saw a lightening bug
How beautiful, you are
Light up my nights w' your beam & glow
Capture you? Choice 1
Let you fly free through the world
Admire you in all that you do
You shine through my heart
& Flicker through my life
Tempted to keep you for my own
A jar, for you.. live here!
Selfish
Fly w' me
Take me on a journey through the
Lands of your travels
Show me your passage
Forever you are not guaranteed
Burned out
You shine no more
You live in my soul
& It shall glow
My little lightening bug
Please don't ever go...

Untitled -

Bewildered

Faced in innocence; captivated

Foolish, of me ?

FOOLISH of laughter

Jackass, not to be mesmerized by her...

WILL you ? Will you be mine, Shannon ?

Shannon ?

No, will you be mine

Ey...Shannon ?

Self centered in arrogance

Indulged, in whom ? ME

She to me ? NO ONE

No one ? No ! My love, the only one w' my heart.

"No one" says the fool.

Stalemate broken,

Shannon loses

So does she

Introduction Spaz

Hi , My Name Is SHANNON &&' I Am Addicted To Poptarts. (Hi , Shannon) Welp yeaa faqs im Poptart , some woman popped me out 17 years aqo on Dec. 28th. Woop de doo ! Im 1OO% black so everyone askinq if im spanish ( I have NO clue why ] im not ! Im very sarcastic ; I tried to qet it under control .... but ehh , as we can see - it didn't work. Im a lover of MUSIC , SPORTS , POPTARTS , EYELINER , &&' WOMEN. Ohhhh yea that implies that im a lesbian =D I hope you didn't think I was hetero... BUT anyways what else should I tell yaaa ? I am ADHD positive lmfao ; sounds like a disease riqhh ? NO it's a hyper disorder &&' NO im not crazy. Im obsessed w' WEIRDness. "Normal" people freak me out. I have a short att'n span , I qet annoyed easily , little thinqs bother me -- Wooo don't judqe me ! I feel it ! I love to curse ; iDk why people call them "bad words" I've only cried to ONE movie "Seven Pounds" I cried like a biotchhhh ! Im biq on qivinq nicknames lol ; if you have one - you're cool ") if you have more than one ; you're def. AWESOME - like (Shay , Alexa , Mikey , &&' Barbie) they each have like 5 nicknames from me lmao. Im really anti-social , but I have my moments of beinq a social butterfly lol. But ehh anythinq else just ask me bc uhmm ... yeaa. 

 

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Motionless At 12am

Late niqht thouqhts , depressed in her mind. Anyone know her pain ? I thouqht I did.

She said "fuck it i have nothing to lose so umma do it . bye"

I almost shed a tear.. Realized in an instant , im about to lose one of my closest friends. Ima save her life even if she dont want me to. She's not qonna pick up her phone , iknow she won't ; send her a msq iknow she'll at least see it &&' at least re-think her choice. Cryinq waitinq for a response ; I hope she ddnt do it.

" "/ it looks like thee only thing to do , don't cry over this . it doesn't hurt "

Now im stuck , she really has the balls to do it ; but maybe I have a chance , she did write back. You have a lot to live for dont throw it all away.

She was emotional , I was motionless - not a move I could make or a breath I could take w'o worryinq of the worst to come. I know she's tired of tryinq , sick of cryinq , I know she's been smilinq , but inside she's dyinq. She hid it so well. Emotional wreck ? Indeed she is , but her pride never let her show it. Everyone cut her deep , she fiqured , let me try this &&' see why everyone is doinq it. Thouqh , she took it more literal than everyone else.

All I could say was "im not prepared &&' you have more to live for. you're talented &&' you're smart ; iDc how much you wanna act like you dont care about anythinq ; you do , that's why you're hurt. &&' you need someone ; &&' im here you're not alone. "

I thouqht it wasn't enouqh to pull her back but apparently it was &&' honest to God , im happy I saved a life.

&&' To YOU ; iLoveyouuu.