Do NOT Abuse My Love

I am SICK &&' TIRED of ya muhFuCkas walkinq around CLAIMING ya in love ! Like niqqro , if you met this person 2 weeks aqo...you are NOT in love. If you do NOT know this person's last name , you are NOT in love. If ya have an arquement &&' it wouldn't hurt you to break-up , you are NOT in love. Stop abusinq the damn word ! You make people NOT wanna fall in love , you qive it a bad name. Like if everyone is just abusinq the words &&' im w' a qirl &&' our feelinqs qrow stronqer for each other &&' she say's "I Love You" i want it to mean somethinq. If you JUST qot with this person &&' in your away msq it says ; Babe I love you....I'll probably iqnore you for a while. What can you really know about a person in a week or so ? Sure you'll know how old they are , their fav. colors , what they like to do etc , but you won't know the REAL them. I know what love feels like &&' ya aint even feelin it , pack that shit up ! If you have to SAY "I love you" for them to know it , you are NOT in love. Actions speak louder than words , iD rather you just dont say it , show me how much you love me. I still dont qet this shit , what qave you the RIGHT to fuck the words "I love you" ? You &&' ya bitchass qirlfriend/boyfriend need to re-prioritize if ya be slippin on the words "I love you" a lil too much. Not sayinq that I'm a love expert but I'm pretty sure that half of the people claiminq that theyre in love ACTUALLY AREN'T.

My Friends' Greatest Looks

So These Are My Friends

&&'

Their Awesome Styles

1 -- Elon

2 -- Vylinda

3 -- Shennequa

4 -- Lariece

5 -- Romii

6 -- Dorree

7 -- Anqel

8 -- MoLiqka

9 -- Janell

10 -- Meeee !

11-- Perla

12 -- Barbie

13 -- Mabelle

Every person &&' pictured was picked out by yours truly.

I personally don't dress like everyone

Shown , but the looks &&' outfits are really somethinq i like

Didnt really include shoes because I'm a Nike kid

My 2 favorites would be Vylinda &&' Romii

The hair qives them both extra points in my book !!

Why Do I Like Each Pic ?

1 -- Elon's qlasses &&' vest won me over. Love the pose

2 -- Spikey hair on Vylinda looks amazinq , the tie ,

&&' piercinqs are also a plus

3 -- Shennequa's sweater looks fabulous

4 -- I mainly like Lariece's pose

5 -- I love Romii's hair &&' i will STEAL that shirt lol

6 -- Loveeee the qreen for Dorree !

7 -- Anqels ripped jeans &&' wild hair is sexaayyy

8 -- So MoLiqka is tatted up in a MJ shirt ? LOVE IT

9 -- Uh Ohhh Janell's sweater is hawwttt

1O -- Who wouldve thouqht i could pull this off ?

11 -- Me &&' Perla fiqht all the time but

this pic is SEXAAYYYYY

12 -- Barbie qot dressed in the dark ; GENIUS

13 -- Mabelle has on Aero ; My dirty addiction ! L-O-V-E

Lesbian Stereotypes !

1 -- All AG's can play basketball
2 -- Lesbians are super smart
3 -- Fems aren't lesbians , they're sluts
4 -- AG's dont shave
5 -- AG's are only AG's bc they can't qet a man
6 -- Aqqressive lesbians only dress like men
7 -- Lesbians refer to everyone as "hun" , "babe" , "qirl" , or "sweetie"
8 -- Lesbians have a lisp
9 -- All lesbians are confused &&' need a prescription of Pork Sword
1O -- Uber Aqqressive lesbians just wanna be men
11 -- Female cops are lesbianssssss.
12 -- We float , not walk ( I CAN'T explain this one , lol ]
13 -- All AG's think they can rap -_-
14 -- Lesbians think men are devil - clones.
15 -- Lesbians' favorite colors are red black &&' / or blue.
16 -- Someone made her a lesbian
17 -- Polos &&' Carqos are the lesbian uniform
18 -- We all live lives like The L Word



Damn , I fall into some of these stereotypes such as : 1 , 2 , 15 , 16 &&' 17. I've NEVER heard of #8 beinq a stereotype , until today of course. #12 is the funniest shit in the world , like how tf do we float !? Once we come out we qet floatinq powers ! Awesome ! #3 Uhmm , that's not just lesbians. #18 , if I lived a life like The L Word - Id wanna be Shane (lol) #17 , Uqh I love it tho ! How could you not !? #1O pisses me off , we don't need any "wanna-be men" posinq as lesbians , makinq us look bad &&' whatnot. #1 Kills me bc if you're qonna be qay &&' play ball , at least have talent. That qoes for everyone - not just lesbians. #7 is annoyinq -- `nuff said. #13 ! Ohh man , just bc you're qay does NOT mean you can be Weezy - qo sit in the corner &&' learn somethinq. If you're qonna be a female rappinq about another female please be qood at it. #14 How tf are men devil-clones !? I love quys , there are a lot of qood quys out there. Shoutouts 2 My Str8 Husband Thomas , exBFF Mikey , Papi , &&' Ryan. Im sure I missed a couple but hey , you iinterpret them however you please.




Credit To:Shatera , Malisa , Christina , &&' Hallway Hoe

Uqly vs Pretty

If you qet invited to a party &&' there's nothinq but uqly qirls , but they can dance their asses off - would you stay ? Or if you qet invited to a party w` nothinq but pretty qirls BUT they can't dance -- which party would you wanna qo to ?

Lets say you're on the bus &&' a pretty qirls smiles at you. You're qonna smile back , riqht ? But same senario but w` an uqly qirl. You would be like "Wtf , does she want ?"

---- So I had a convo w` my pretty friend B.Kelly &&' here's how it went ::

Me: so if a uqly qirl tried to tlk to you what would you do ?

B.Kelly: i would be like ewww sorry i dont like uglies they make me eye twitch

Me: ohk. &&' if you were @ a party &&' an uqly qirl tried to dance w` you what would you do ?

B.Kelly: say "ew" && dance away

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Its not their fault that they look a certain way. No matter how you look on the outside , you're still qonna be the same way inside. Easier said than done ? Of course. Everyone has their own thinqs that they have to work on personally b4 qettinq over their shallow ways. It hurts people's feelinqs to be turned down based on their looks - which is somethinq they have no control over. Ahh , just think about it.

Step 1 -- ADMITTING YOU HAVE A PROBLEM

Maybe I do hurt people's feelinqs on purpose. Im mean , I admit it. There's certain people that I would NEVER intentionally hurt thouqh. You qotta have that select few that you hold close &&' qive up anythinq for them. My select few consists of like 15 people. I have my ways ; but who doesn't ? Most of the time I dont wanna be bothered by a lot of people. So I qet annoyed easily , I qet frustrated , I qet irritated -- I quess im complicated. But mind you I have A.D.H.D so sometimes I bother people &&' annoy people but iDqaf how you feel about it - which is fucked up bc I hate when people do it to me. Little thinqs piss me off - forreal like if you say somethinq harmless like " what sonq are you listeninq to ? " I miqht qet mad -- RIDICULOUS isn't it ? Dont judqe me -_- But if im REALLY pissed off , I won't say shit - ima just listen to music &&' iqnore you. Im hard to understand , I know. But once you actually do - we'll be the best of friends. My mom thinks I dont deserve friends bc "I treat everyone like shit" I treat CERTAIN people like shit (at least I admit it...) So the purpose of writinq this is Step 1 ; which is ADMITTING you have a problem. Actions Speak Louder Than Words. So let's see how this qoes........

Stupidity On My Own Behalf

Straiqht to the point - im prone to likinq qirls that have qirlfriends. &&' I think I've fiqured out why. I Like the chase , like b4 you qet her - TRYING to qet her is fun for me. When they have a qirlfriend , that makes it even harder to qet her. Thouqh this may be fun , this is also the reason why I qet hurt. Why qive my all to someone that is qivinq their all to someone else ? Well she's not REALLY qivinq her all to her qirlfriend if im in the picture at all. If she does this to her qirlfriend , dont you think she..d do it to me ? ......EXACTLY ! &&' someone once told me - Think w.. loqic NOT your heart - that's how you qet hurt. &&' I thouqht a bout it for a while ( bc im type slow lol) &&' realized that your heart is retarted - it feels what it WANTS to - &&' not what it SHOULD or what seems REALISTIC -- its like takinq a cookie b4 dinner , you know mom said NOT to but you want that friqqin cookie ! When you're just so into this person , everythinq seems like a fairytale - you just WANT everythinq to be perfect....&&' when you qet hurt you realize...NOTHING is perfect , no matter how hard you try. More or Less youu feel foolish for even pursuinq this qirl 4rm the beqinninq - knowinq damn well she has a qirlfriend. I quess I qet my feelinqs involved too quickly - which is also another reason why I qet hurt.