Stupidity On My Own Behalf

Straiqht to the point - im prone to likinq qirls that have qirlfriends. &&' I think I've fiqured out why. I Like the chase , like b4 you qet her - TRYING to qet her is fun for me. When they have a qirlfriend , that makes it even harder to qet her. Thouqh this may be fun , this is also the reason why I qet hurt. Why qive my all to someone that is qivinq their all to someone else ? Well she's not REALLY qivinq her all to her qirlfriend if im in the picture at all. If she does this to her qirlfriend , dont you think she..d do it to me ? ......EXACTLY ! &&' someone once told me - Think w.. loqic NOT your heart - that's how you qet hurt. &&' I thouqht a bout it for a while ( bc im type slow lol) &&' realized that your heart is retarted - it feels what it WANTS to - &&' not what it SHOULD or what seems REALISTIC -- its like takinq a cookie b4 dinner , you know mom said NOT to but you want that friqqin cookie ! When you're just so into this person , everythinq seems like a fairytale - you just WANT everythinq to be perfect....&&' when you qet hurt you realize...NOTHING is perfect , no matter how hard you try. More or Less youu feel foolish for even pursuinq this qirl 4rm the beqinninq - knowinq damn well she has a qirlfriend. I quess I qet my feelinqs involved too quickly - which is also another reason why I qet hurt.