Late niqht thouqhts , depressed in her mind. Anyone know her pain ? I thouqht I did.
She said "fuck it i have nothing to lose so umma do it . bye"
I almost shed a tear.. Realized in an instant , im about to lose one of my closest friends. Ima save her life even if she dont want me to. She's not qonna pick up her phone , iknow she won't ; send her a msq iknow she'll at least see it &&' at least re-think her choice. Cryinq waitinq for a response ; I hope she ddnt do it.
" "/ it looks like thee only thing to do , don't cry over this . it doesn't hurt "
Now im stuck , she really has the balls to do it ; but maybe I have a chance , she did write back. You have a lot to live for dont throw it all away.
She was emotional , I was motionless - not a move I could make or a breath I could take w'o worryinq of the worst to come. I know she's tired of tryinq , sick of cryinq , I know she's been smilinq , but inside she's dyinq. She hid it so well. Emotional wreck ? Indeed she is , but her pride never let her show it. Everyone cut her deep , she fiqured , let me try this &&' see why everyone is doinq it. Thouqh , she took it more literal than everyone else.
All I could say was "im not prepared &&' you have more to live for. you're talented &&' you're smart ; iDc how much you wanna act like you dont care about anythinq ; you do , that's why you're hurt. &&' you need someone ; &&' im here you're not alone. "
I thouqht it wasn't enouqh to pull her back but apparently it was &&' honest to God , im happy I saved a life.
&&' To YOU ; iLoveyouuu.
16 comments:
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Like deadass, Idk who that person is, but who ever they are they one of the luckiest people, Cause they have someone like you who cares...It aint easy to save a life, & yet you did it. :)
i agree w. Tokyo T Noviaa you are truly the BEST!!! & I'm happy that you accomplished that mission. <3 iLyy Noviaa.
...i almost cried reading this. You are truly beautiful to had helped her through her tough times lovie. Imagine if you werent there...even though youre an asshole, thank GOD you saved her life. MUCH RESPECT
I can't speak for everyone but many contemplate thoughts of suicide, it's sad but it's true. And it's good to know that when a friend is down and at their worst they have someone like you to lift them up and help them realize that life is worth living. Good for you honey.
-tears* &iloveyouu[LuckyShits-Dennys-PackageDelight) . last night i lost it & i literally had that knife on my heart crying sliding it on my arm . & then you texted me & wouldnt let me go . i cherish you . i said i wouldnt do it again i fell under thee pressure but your tryna keep me up . if theres anything you need you can come to me , ill be there just like you was here for me . babe i love youu & odee happy your in my life . weve become close as months came by & now im KitKatBar[KKB) i feel like thee best secret ever . but neways -- your thee best they see it & so do i . mwahhh*
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No gass Im loving this shit is Lovelyy this is why i fucks with you PoPTart, I gotta give you madd love for this you were a great friend lucky ass person who ever she was
Omqqqq this is so crazyyyyyy whoeva itt is ...she is deff lucky to have yu in her life ily. Omqqqq =/
Beckyy
This blog was really beautiful omg
My Boy Shannon Spittin That Sentimental Shit ..But Nahh Good Shit Boy ..Yu Need To Teach Me How To Save A Life Real Talk Lol But Smoovness Is Off This iiShhh
on the computer i get to comment now !!!")
again iLove this blog twin
i'm glad you got your friend to think straight
definitely touching topic
i've been in that position too
*sigh* good job tho twin
its cool ....fagg
I love shannon..love it. I know what you had to do was hard but you helped some1 out....ur not as mean as you think..u shud give urself more credit
whoa, i've experienced this before n it is scary...im glad you saved her. i was toooo shocked when i found out it was a true story but Poptart you are truly her guardian angel
I Like This OHHH SOO MUCHH && That Girl Better Be Proud To Have Someone Like You That Cares So Much && Im Gladd You Know Dont Always Give Up. && Shuuu I Needa Find A Girl Like You Goshers Buh This Was Beautiful , && You Got Heart Deep Down Inside && BTW* Love You Much
- Tammie [uDesireTam_) <-Twitter
OMFG baby you saved a life wif yur heartless ass. Im proud of you & shes lucky you were there for her. I knew there was more to you then yur concrete smile lol. God bless her
Baby you deserve an award for this, & its a true story omg. she's lucky youre her friendd
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